I've been feeling extremely strange as the days are being ticked off until the day I move. I feel extremely excited because its going to be a big change and very exciting, but I feel sad because I am leaving the house I have always lived in ever sinced that day in 14 August 1995. I'm feeling hyper 'cause I just wanna' get outa' here and have a change and I want to make the most of my last days up North. My stomach feels sick because I'm worried I'm going to get home-sick and want to come back up here when I move, and that means I won't be ABLE to come back. When we move I am going to start my whole life over, that dosen't mean I'm going to abandon my friends, it just means I'm going to forget all the horrible moments that ever happened to me and try and make my life the best I can make it! Of course I don't mean a perfect life on the shores of Hawaii with a cup of coconut juice in one hand and a jug of lemonade in the other, I just mean a life that I will try to do what I have always wanted. Try better at school, be tidier (Lets hope so, Etta!), try and be nicer to Eva, keep up with my blog, have a better temper, be myself, and ALL THE OTHERS! Before I go I'm even going to renew my wardrobe, and only get what is me! Not always jeans and a T-shirt with some random shoes on, I mean dress a little nicer, not really fancy, but ME! In a nutshell, I just want to be ME when I move! Not a goodie-goodie as usual, just ME! Basically, I'm making an extremely LARGE New Years Resolution! Oh, it feels sooo nice to get all this out of my system! I'm almost relieved! I feel light!
More wonderful words from ME later!
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